trusting what i know about myself?

i miss blogging! i have been so busy that i have not had the time to even begin a post. the idea list keeps getting longer and longer. i have so much to share! but alas, wrist to forehead, i am so blessed that i have school, a job, a wonderful hottie, a family, and friends to share my life with that i have not had a spare hour in some time. the funny part is that i am surprised that i miss writing so much. i don't do it often (as often as i would like i guess) and i haven't been doing this particular blog long. a this point, those of you who know me well are shaking your heads. i know at least two teachers reading this and probably my mother that are all smiling and saying, "really, holly? didn't know you would miss it?" they are all collectively thinking about how much energy they have put into encouraging me to write and write. my mother has repeatedly mentioned a book. don't worry, mommie, your name when be on the inside cover when, and i do mean when not if, it is finished.

here is the interesting part: i still don't even know what i know about myself. i don't know me. and what i think i know, i still don't trust. pretty sure this will get a chuckle from god himself. what i am is eternally grateful for is the genuine experience to continue to learn about myself with a clear head and willingness to take the adventure. and that's exactly what it is. every day is an adventure as i get better at school, move forward in life, and live the balance that i seek.

i have so much that i want to share through this particular medium. there is big news, people. most of you know that i have been accepted to KU. it literally brings me to tears when i think about my dad putting on his KU dad shirt that i got him for Christmas  five kids and i get to be the first and possibly only one that attends his and mom's alma mater. there is more to share, but i have so much homework to do that i already feel guilty for this little post. but stay tuned. life is getting really exciting here in lovely lawrence, kansas.